FEB 18 2004

* This a long session so I tried to break it down into topics. Feel free to scroll down until something catches your eye.


What is love?

Love is an experience of self in the highest possible truth. That love that one experiences is a down-stepping of the creative power of God. Love is everything. Love is all there is. Love is the manifestation of the pure Divine nature.

Can people who go into spirit do what you do-- come through a channel and be of service?

It is a matter of choice. Because we have the energy of Bodhisattva, there is the choice to be available forever until the end of time, until all sentient beings have reached enlightenment. There are many, many Bodhisattva. There are many people on the planet practicing to be Bodhisattva, or are already Bodhisattva and trip up a little bit.

We always like to kid about how St Germain likes to come back and reincarnate from time to time (claps her hands)-- trip right over himself. Make little karma again. So that is why he is so prevalent in the reality of man, because he is making himself known. He likes it.

So it is a choice how one spends their existence. But once you trip over yourself with the karma, you only have certain choices within the karma -- it narrows. From the Bodhisattva point of view, we just move our energy in where it is required and called for.

Kwan Yin:

Let's talk about self-image. Each one, within the first chakra has a self-image. Guess where it came from? The very split second of conception. Because you bring with you memory body from other existences. And therefore, your self-image is a mirror reflection of all those other life-cycles. Energize yourself with the knowing that reality is a mirror of God's influence.

Who knows about the Diamond Net of Indira? The Diamond Net of Indira, which is really what consciousness is about once you get to the center of it, is a reflection of God's influence in the reality that you have created. The visual picture of the diamond of Indira is like a spider web. In each corner of the web, there is a diamond-a dew drop. And that presents the hologram of the whole web. Diamond Net of Indira. This is a center focal point for one to understand the nature of the Universe. Where is the center of the spider web? From the point of view of being outside of it, it is where you put your finger. But if you were inside of one of those diamonds, where would the center of that spider web be?

What is passion?

Passion is created within the self, of the smaller egoic state. It is connected very much to ego for the most part, as we speak about it now. And it is a driving force. It is underlined with desire, and desire keeps one stuck within a reality in the karmic aspect. So when one has passion, it is not good or bad. It is an alignment with the reality within which one is emersed. It is like picking out certain experiences or people as a lifeline, or a time line in which to move.

About conception and growth

At the time of conception, there is both a masculine and feminine component. Don't ever negate astrology. In the split second of conception, there is an alignment of all the planets, and there is an alignment with God's plan. You are on a light stream. You are in the flow already, at conception. Karmically, you have chosen your parents and brought with you a stream of consciousness, within which are relative experiences and relative streams of consciousness that you desire to experience in order to fulfill your love.

When the egg and sperm come together is that whole? No, the baby is not whole. Has to grow and become teenager or older person, and then they think they are whole. Are they whole? No. Not unless you have found within self the love and the understanding of right use of will to bring consciousness into your reality so that you can return home with all the love that you have accumulated; to bring back with you your understanding and your love of human nature. If you decide that you love human nature so much and you see so much suffering, this becomes the wanting to become Bodhisattva.

Forgiveness

Usually we apologize to accomplish forgiveness. Relieves guilt, yes? It is that part of self that wants to be engaged, and keep on engaging the relationship. When one thinks they must learn forgiveness rather than just forgive, they get all these tests [showing up in the life]. Now how does one disengage from the experience? It is a matter of just (she claps her hands once)… love.

Within meditation, we can live within the love, within the present moment, within the experience of self. When it is that one spends enough time with self, with meditation, and in the realization of the higher truth, they let go of the attachment to what is on the earth plane.

Meditation is another form of lifting your attachments, but it is much easier. Much easier to be connected to Divine Mother than it is to be connected to a human to learn to dispel the illusion that everything is perfect. There is nothing perfect on the planet of earth, except what has come from its own Divine blueprint and manifested itself in the most perfect way.

Little ones are working very hard to find community now. Where can I find support for myself? Where can I find the love? Where can I rest? Not just wanting support for the belief system, but support for the growth. Because if you have a belief system, it's going to have to be chopped up, put in a blender and made into something else.

Personal question about staying in California. Talks about free will and the energy of California

We never tell you what to do. If you get outside influence that tells you what to do, it cuts down on your own free will choice, and that is the only gift that God has given to you. The choice to return home is the only ultimate choice. You have to do it anyway. You go in happiness or you go kicking and screaming with whatever you have held on to in your life.

But when you come to California, there is a purpose for you to come here. It is to refine your discernment. California has a lot of activity, a lot of electromagnetic waves that are just…big. Confusion. And also a lot of little ones feeling hyper. Can get hyperactivity, hyper thought patterns.

So if it does not feel appropriate and you can not find peace, then you have to take the time to ask, well, did I have this before I came here? Is it just escalated so that you can really take a look at it and let yourself be aware of it? Or are you judging and criticizing because you are unfamiliar with what the situation is about?

California is a good place for people to skip over their fears. It has a lot of distractions. But when you feel lonely, that fear comes up. And when one feels lonely, that's because they have not secured their connection with their own divinity. You can never feel lonely if you have in fact come to the awakening and awareness of the true self.

About incarnation and gaining spiritual insight while here

We can say that God likes to make puzzles. God creates dreams. The level of experience that you are experiencing is for your own conscious benefit, to return home with more awareness. Every experience that you have is to give you more chances to come to the awareness of the truth.

So when you look at the purpose of your existence, it is to remember that you are NOT this existence, you are NOT this body. That is the purpose of returning. However quickly one will learn this is up to them. A lot of people have a spontaneous awakening. Because deep down inside their faith is so strong that their HAS TO BE more than this. So that reality opens for them.

At this particular time there have been so many incarnations, so many bodies going back and forth, there becomes a stagnancy in the intelligence because the intelligence is caught in the desire-based reality.


Separation, oneness, enlightenment and using the energy of the Masters

The ultimate state is to rejoin the bliss, rejoin the love. When you return to the Om, when you return to the singular place, there is a reality of all existence is one. So there is no separation. The non-physical has the same basis in it. Just choosing the words non-physical means that there is something separate.

When we speak with you, what it is is that we are fragmented. But it is worth it. Notice, we are not in the body, but we can give you support. Understand that we are beyond this reality. We are of love and light, and we encourage-- that's the most we can do from our vantage point is encourage. But we can also supply some of the experiences that you need in order to escalate your intelligence if it is requested. We don't stick in our nose if it is not wanted.

But we can move our energy with you so that it moves through you. But you have to open to it through meditation. It is not a problem for the energy to move through. The only problem is how much. Is your ego ready to be dissolved into the oneness? That can be done momentarily.

People think enlightenment is being very special and up on a mountain or having flowing white robes -- forget it. It is one split second, you see. Then you must come back into reality bringing with you the awareness.

Conscious dying

So how can one prepare for conscious dying? No one really wants to think about that too much. It is very important to take with you, in the moment of separation from the body, an awareness of what it is that you have discovered as your truth. It can be in connection with a deity, teacher, guru, whatever you want. It can be in the form of pure love.

In the essence of the pure love, there is the understanding that God is the ultimate. (And we use the term God because it covers all the bases, so to speak). That this is where you're headed, this is where you're going, and this is where you have ultimately wanted to go. When that happens in the consciousness while dying, you are illuminated and far more sources of light at that vibration are attracted to your spirit and your soul. A lot more help is available.

Love created all things and there is one path back home, and everybody will be taking the step off the planet without the body.


Attachment

The body likes to not be attached vibratorily. It thinks it wants to be attached. It wants to be attached to spaghetti, it wants to be attached to a movie, or to another person. The object is to move through the experience, move with the experience.

You can allow your connection to the earth, to the mental body, to other persons, and allowing your awareness of all there is without having attachment to it. If you can play with the noticing of what you are doing, like playing a musical instrument, THEN you are accomplishing something.

You must live your life on another level of reality, realizing that all these things are going on at the same time. But once you realize that everything is connected, some of these issues just fade away, and you don't have to deal with them over and over again until you feel as if you are going to be worn out.

Every once in a while, you may tighten the cord too tight and it snaps. Why? Because you are trying to get more out of the experience than is best for harmony, for balance. The tightening of the string is a decision made in the consciousness where it is seeking perfection on a plane where it can not get perfection.

Accept who you are. Accept your experiences. Play with your reality, and make a conscious decision to meditate. Dedicate your life to something so it feels as though on the wings of song you would experience love forever.

Peace and Harmony

Peace is one of those words that gets a lot of interpretation. Who really knows peace? Who knows when they are at peace? Harmony is easier to work with. Because harmony has a reality within your world that you can understand.

The willingness for meditation is where you will find the peace. And you will find level after level after level. They talk about peace of mind. Meditation will bring you peace of mind. When you are breathless and you don't have to breathe anymore, that's peace.

If you are seeing colors and seeing saints and all the rest of that, this is not peace. This is activity. When you are moving with the experience of peace, you are going deeper and deeper into a reality that has no boundaries. It is an awareness of moving. One must interpret in the physical body one's own level of peace.

Work on letting go of old habits. Use yourself well and beautifully. Decide to meditate. Give up those habits that have given you (and others) pain and suffering. Awaken to the truth of who you really are. In order to do that, you must take your freewill choice and surrender to what is trying to unfold in your reality. Then maybe you will feel a kind of peace, or relief. That's good for the California person.

Understanding about surrendering oneself to the unknown allows the infinite possibilities to unfold on the Causal Plane. And as you begin to experience the unfoldment and the results of what it is that you have projected through pure love into the Causal Plane, then you know you have surrendered, because you have given permission for the static in your aura to settle down enough.

Girl wants to contact dead father but is unsure whether she can or should

Of course you should, and of course you can. He belonged to you in this reality as your parent. That is a reality shift that you've gone through - He is no longer in physical body. It is just a reality shift. Is his essence still around? Yes. Do you still love to communicate and need to communicate? Yes. You have capability to communicate, but your fear that he will not respond.

Girl wants to know about her relationship with a man

Co-dependant relationship. It did not change just because you are not together. There is a need inside both of you to have approval from the other, and therefore it keeps you enmeshed. Through meditation and prayer, ask for the enmeshment to be removed. When you no longer feels this, you will know that your meditation has been successful in that area.

The mediation in itself is to bring you into harmony with your reality so that all people seem the same and you are not attached to your reality, to getting your way in any particular situation. So you have to look at those control issues.

Do your best every single day to love and appreciate one person - your self. This does not mean ego. Thus means love. Give yourself permission to rest and relax, breathe in the beauty. Notice that God is peeking through the flowers, God is peeking through the other person you are looking at.