Kwan Yin group session
at Crystal Expectations

June 2005
(Full transcript)

I am Kwan Yin, and I have come to speak with you so that you can begin to enliven the part of yourself that has gone to sleep.

We call everyone little ones because you have a body and you squeeze your spirit in there. You have emotions and you have a mental body, and all of that is experiencing what you think is reality, however we say to you, relax. Because you are more than all of that.

As you begin to open to the greater experience of yourself, we are knowing that each one of you has a very dear and smart part of themselves that as a small child, you could use it only soooo infrequently. And then you learned to put it away. And so we want to encourage each one of you not to do all that inner child work and dig up all the negativity, but find the playful child inside yourself. Find that part of yourself that went to sleep, or got lost. When you are a little one and you have a lot of energy, people say : "You should not be bouncing around so much"… "Sit over there"… "This is acceptable, this is not acceptable."

So we are here to tell you that you are lovable, worthy and acceptable just the way you are. Nothing to change. How do you know this? Because your heart beats, and it is the infinite Spirit that is beating your heart, and it is love that beats through the infinite spirit, and if you are not lovable there would be no heartbeat, no breath. Your spirit is in charge of all that.

However, if you have thought patterns that make your breath patterns altered or short, you are going to not experience your life to the greatest degree. So as you open your breath and you experience life with a sense of awe, it's almost as if one comes into a sense of amazement. If you could look around yourself right now and notice just the facet that your fingers work - that is awesome, yes? You think it and it happens. That intention is very, very strong. And it is through the will, the very creative will that moves in all directions in your life, that you are experiencing this reality.

You have come to the planet, and you have certain aspects of yourself that have come with you - not all of them, because you have had other lifecycles. In other lifecycles maybe those aspects are there, or maybe they are dormant, but they are not useless. Dormant is not useless. Dormant almost means potential. All of you have potential that you have not been able to tap into that is dormant and so we are going to say - meditation 20 minutes morning, 20 minutes afternoon or evening. This is very special for you. Because what will happen is that you will open the doorways into your infinite possibilities.

The infinite part of yourself has an awareness and aliveness, an ability to heal, and that's what you are looking for - to be alive, to be aware and to heal. Which one in the room does not have something that they would like to let go of, or move beyond, or fix in their body. From 0-100 you are functioning on maybe 40. No, you want to get up to 100. It's like having big sports car and you can only go around the city. How fun is that? It's not fun. So if you are not working with your infinite potential, if you are living in a mundane life and making choices today from the same habitual pattern that you had yesterday, you are sleeping.

If you have a habit that you have been wanting to drop, drop it. It's like that. Because if you can use your will in a way where you can just drop it, you have experienced your own truth. When you can speak your own truth and you can follow through with it, your whole being begins to go, "Yes, yes, I believe in this." And Spirit says, " He moved on his life because he wanted to move on, and we are going to give him more." Likewise, if one is looking at their life from a perspective of "Oh poor me, I have a way in which I am not functioning, I don't get what I need" --- that is one who is believing in victimization. That is going to attract to you "poor me" energy. You are going to have relatives, friends that are going to have problems all the time.

And we say, right now on the planet of earth, there is a lot going on where there can be a lot of "poor me" if one believes they are a victim. Because the activity that is going on in the grid of the planet (or the envelope of Spirit), if you are not putting positive input into that grid, you are in fact leaking. Therefore when you are leaking, whatever negativity is being offered, you are going to absorb that. So you must keep your aura strong, and you must keep your sense of dignity strong. You must keep yourself awake and aware to what it is that you desire in this lifecycle so that you can be moving forward toward that, and not keep entertaining what it is that you do not want or what you have not wanted in the past. We are pretty clear, aren't we?

It is through the laws of the Universe, what you plant for a seed today is probably what you are going to get in a period of time when the gestation is right. This whole lifecycle might be a gestation period for you to come into full bloom. Nevertheless, the process of coming toward and into full bloom can be very energetic. So we say to you, relaxing and allowing your destiny to unfold is one aspect of what we say if you are getting uptight. The other aspect of life right now is to pick out where you are going. If you do not have the amount of energy that you need to keep going where you want to go, it is because you have given your energy away - it is not because you are a victim.

Although I am Bodhisattva, I am energy. I am not a person. Basically, the Kwan Yin energy was never in one single body. It has always been a great part of the energy of ALL of compassion of all the Universe. What you see in front of you is one person who has been able to tap in and release for a period of time, so that she can let us be a part of her reality and to share that with you so that you can be encouraged, and that you can also bring forward the part of you that knows the truth.

Through the third eye and through meditation and through the focus from the third eye, what you will get is TRUTH. And the truth can set you free. Because once you know the truth about who you are and what is happening in your life and why it is happening, you can no longer say "poor me." You can no longer be part of a reality that sits back in an armchair and watches television more hours than you know is good for you, or does a lot of gossiping on the telephone telling about other people. Because you never know about other people. And life is full of experiences.

The moment that one sits around and talks about another person, what they are doing is passing on hearsay. Because you do not know what is going on inside of another person. Each one is struggling to become all that they can become. It may not appear that way, but each one is doing what they need to do in order to move into a reality of their full potential. They are just at another level. So, do not judge. Do not criticize. Do not condemn yourself or others. Because if you do, it is going to put you in category where other people are going to loop into that same energy with you and you are going to be sharing energy. Then other people will be talking about you, yes? Other people will be judging you about what you are doing in the life.

So give yourself permission to open to the greatest possibilities inside yourself. Stop thinking small. Think big. Because you don't have a lot of time to keep thinking small. This Universe is moving, and it is this Creation that is moving through you that is what you want to be open to. You want to be in the rhythm of opening. The envelope, or grid, is LOADED with thoughts of negativity, loaded with fear, loaded with anxiety, anger resentment, rage. If you do not put out a stronger energy, what will happen is that you will be susceptible to that vibratory rate.

We are different. When we are coming through Marjorie, her energy is different, yes? It's bigger. It has a way of presenting in the world that is very much different than she does. We are not saying that she should walk around looking like us all the time. But if one understands that you have a bigger energy that is really available to you, one that knows the truth and can help you to set yourself free, then in fact, why not use that? Why not accept a bigger reality that can give you happiness, strength, a sense of passion for what it is that you are wanting to do in your life but have been fearful about.

We have waves of motion. We are here to inspire you to focus on the wave of your reality and create it in a way that you can feel comfortable, rather than feeling as though you have to pay the price because you were bad. Forget that. It is not the truth. You do not have to pay the price because you were bad. What you will have to do is reckon with those decisions that you have made in the past so that you can come to a lightening state of awareness and say, "Oh, I did that last time - I'm not doing that again." Because that is being in the moment.

You know that hindsight is much more functional at this point in time than is foresight. But you can take that hindsight and put it into your foresight, come into the present moment and be awake and available to who you really are. It's not about "Where's the man," "Where's the money," "Where is the better job." No, it is about "Where am I? Where have I been hiding all these years? What do I really want? What do I stand for in this world? What do I believe in? What has been hidden that is really my truth?" That is the strength of you. It can be the part of self that sits and meditates and KNOWS that you are an Infinite Spirit that has come and is occupying this body. You have had a period of thought patterns that have been going on for years and years and years, and now it is time to stop the drama of who you think you are and move into the reality of who you really are.

These things we say to you very strongly because of the shift in the reality and the internal mechanisms of your planet of earth, and the way in which the heartbeat of the earth is speeding up, the way the bioelectric-magnetic field is coming to a standstill. You are coming to a point you might call "zero." That point zero is inside of you.

There is no reality outside of you. Everything you see, hear, feel and taste, you are coloring it with your own way of seeing this world and being in the world. This includes all the reflections of your past. You are coming into a period of time where you have CHOSEN to be in a body as the major transitions go on in this world, as you know it.

We are not saying that there is going to be cataclysms. We are saying that the ultimate crisis is one of CONSCIOUSNESS. Who are you? What have you been taught that you don't believe in? Get rid of it so that you can make space for what you believe in. Sort it out. Find out who you are. Ultimately, you are Spirit and all is one. This you know as you become awake and aware as to what it is that you want as a participating being of Light.

All the great Saints, they had their own experiences. They may have been very sick in body, but they did not pay attention to the body. The Dalai Lama, he has his own little ways in which the world does not feel so good to him when he is in it. But he is in the reality of the great Bodhisattva and he is awake and aware of the immense amount of energy and how he is going to be responsible for his little portion. He calls himself but a humble monk. This humble monk is commanding a lot of energy on this planet of earth.

Some would say that there is the boss of that factory down there, and he is commanding, and each one under him is having either a good time or a miserable time. But that boss that is giving anyone a miserable time is exactly the resonance that each person in that factory needs in order to learn that they are free. They do not have to be either in rebellion or resentment, they just have to wake up to who they are. To feel the breath that moves inside of each other.

Because there is a lot available to you now that is out of body. We are out of body, but here we are, we are helping - and we will help you as long as you will listen. But you must make attention span that will listen. You must make silence inside of yourself so that you can be awakening the part of you that went to sleep. When you are silent, the very movement of Spirit, the very breath, the very light, the very illumination of your being can be perceived. It's like a small bird that is underneath a bush. If dogs and cats are running back and forth and there are bicycles and yelling screaming - you can not find the bird, because the bird is hiding. God is like that. Hiding until the right moment and then becomes the most beautiful point of focus. The creative force is the most beautiful point of focus.

We come and we talk to you like this because it is time that each one moves into their bigger self. That does not mean that it is not important to straighten out your everyday life. It's about what you need to let go of and where to go in order to find a complete resonance with the higher aspects of the person you are having trouble with, the higher aspect of your relationship to money or abundance, the higher aspect of yourself in relationship to what you are doing here and why you are struggling so much with feelings of inadequacy. Do not buy into the drama of the small reality, because that reality is just a picture show.

You are sitting in the middle of a point of choice for you in order to experience your greater self. You are akin to the planets. You are akin to the stars. And the sun is also changing its magnetics (along with the earth). We are not going to say that it is going to alter your life totally, but it is going to affect how you feel. The emotional body is dramatically responding to the waving and emotions of the bioelectric-magnetic energy inside of the planet because your emotions are part of your own stability. It has to do with polarity, flip-flopping in the yes and the no. Politics is a good place to look for that. There is so much in one direction and so much in another direction. And when you find yourself so much in either direction, you must begin to know that you too are a pendulum, that you too can move into a reality that is in standstill. This is a reality that is in a positivity that knows and acknowledges your own truth, your own greater awareness.

Each one can have a way of being in the world, but the way of being in the world is just relative to what you have already structured from your belief systems. Some people say, "Well I have been dealing with something for eternity," but eternity is changeable right here and now. Right here and now, you can change eternity.

As you live your life, you are loving the people around you - not taking care of them-just loving them. As you love them, you are imparting a type of compassion which goes beyond understanding, because there is a Divinity that exists in every person that you know. Each experience is a Divine experience, and it is an experience that is emanating because you are wanting to learn about your own Divine nature. Very important to accept that you are a being of light with a Divine nature. Your own Divinity is part of the Source. Your own Divinity is part of the person next to you, even through you may not want to reach out and touch that person or feel the energy from that person. In essence, you are that person. You are the person that collects the trash, you are the person that is driving down the street. You are all of that, and your reality has projected into another field of awareness.

Very often people get stuck in two fields of awareness with conflicting opinion. But the conflicting opinion is really just an alternative reality inside of each person. Everyone has two sides because you have decided to come into this reality of duality, so you can't help but have that. You have a right and left side and your body runs like a magnet. You have a lot of energy that is moving through you. The only way that energy stops is if you get in the way with the thought pattern that your energy is stopping, or from a place of guilt, resentment, anger. All of these affect your organs of course. So as the organs become suppressed, what you will have is a limited range of activity. But that would only happen if you have not discovered who you really are.


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